23 February 2006
Purpose
I think that the reason I write is because I hate feeling useless. When I'm not doing anything constructive, I get pretty weird. I start acing very dull and feel easily irritated. I always want to be learning something or creating something. When I write, I'm expressing myself, but I'm also fulfilling my need to accomplish something or actually produce something. I sing for the same reason. I'm trying to actually make something substantial. I guess sound isn't substantial, but the feelings it creates aren't. I also sing because I don't talk much, and it's a good way to use my voice loudly. It can be hard to find things to do, but writing allows for endless possibilities. Without it, I don't know what I'd do.